After a few months after we met I developed a crush on you since your voice, energy, and personality had a really unique combination.
Nothing super crazy but I had a special appreciation for it and was always intrigued by you since we were so close back then in the good ole overwatch days. And then a couple more years later we matured, started beginning our lives, and I still held a deep respect and appreciation for you so I didn't want to make things weird or disturb the positive energy that we had in our history, but I started liking you a little more since you matched my maturity and became more casual of a person and I started masturbating to you frequently to the point where my balls expanded from cumming 8-10 times a night and my dick got bigger over time.
Really insane and not something i would really say to someone but i figured id wait to tell you until sometime when you were single, something about you is just naturally enamoring