How do I masturbate without feeling sad after?

>>511452643
>Is there anything you would pay to see these days?
I'd pay a lot to see Ozzy today

"Only in the detachment of an incurable complaint, in the sanity of near death, could one cope with this for a moment. In order to exist rationally, Pnin had taught himself, during the last ten years, never to remember Mira Belochkin--not because, in itself, the evocation of a youthful love affair, banal and brief, threatened his peace of mind (alas, recollections of his marriage to Liza were imperious enough to crowd out any former romance), but because, if one were quite sincere with oneself, no conscience, and hence no consciousness, could be expected to subsist in a world where such things as Mira's death were possible. One had to forget--because one could not live with the thought that this graceful, fragile, tender young woman with those eyes, that smile, those gardens and snows in the background, had been brought in a cattle car to an extermination camp and killed by an injection of phenol into the heart, into the gentle heart one had heard beating under one's lips in the dusk of the past."
-Vladimir Nabokov, Pnin

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>>105852149
im lazy to get up from my bed, plus I don't know if I have a spare monitor to plug in my server

I will just keep trying passwords until I get it

What music do you listen to on max volume when you can't suppress depressive thoughts?