>>40187810
as a neglected only child i idealized having a sibling or 2 cuz i thought that wouldve saved me from the abuse
even if i know might've not been the case and couldve actually led to more abuse for me if they decided to turn against me or hated me
so when i see these two it represents the need to latch onto someone as a savior(seen in either) and the closeness was something i didnt have my whole life
even if the relationship is exaggerated
to be willing to die in someone's arms or someone wanting to die in yours is the ultimate proof of love to me
proof that someone was bonded to me from the start