i'd like to bring up the topic of recursive manifestation. this is something that i think has happened before for me, but i hadn't really paid this much mind to it till today. yesterday i was thinking, "what if i could manifest a guy royjay style?" and as if the spirits wanted to prove it could be done, a new youtuber showed up that i never heard of before. he has connections to other popular youtubers that i have already been watching for some time now, its like he was just spliced into the timeline as if he was always there but from my perspective he wasn't till yesterday

now don't get me wrong, i know this is schizo logic. i am painfully aware of the other less schizo perspective, that this guy was always there and i just happened upon him coincidentally as i was thinking about manifesting a dude. to be a functional schizo i always need to keep an eye on both perspectives. still, it was an interesting experience, and i wonder if any fellow schizos have their own experience with this sorta thing

https://youtu.be/IvPT2QuCIOA