he was one of the few chinese children who was born with kindness so his chink grandma decided to accelerate the inevitable trauma and make him think kindness is useless just because the elders needed some good TV
even he acknowledges that the trauma he encountered at that moment is nothing compared to what people experience on the City daily because he's a spoiled brat at the end of the day, thanks to Jia Qiu, the problem is that he used that experience essentially as an excuse to be a useless nihilist