Probably more like "stealing from the mall". Capitalism is your mother WHEN you get caught. Too many illusions is just indecisive... You shouldn't do the universe a disservice because you're paranoid, unwanted, and unloved. Like I said, it's more likely you forgot your keys at the bar, and only realized directly at your door, after walking home from some lousy lay's fuckin place... Since we like metaphors... Of course there are great evils, in our world and far beyond it. Evil is most likely behind all existence, but again, it's subjective. So if I just say yes, does that make you feel better or worse?