It feels so comfy watching Miko. Regardless of what she streams. I remember feeling some sort of anxiety watching some indies, even guilt and obligation (clearly fueled by a deluded messiah complex) sometimes. Like, "why are you not watching (helping) this small vtuber?" or "she is trying her best, you should support her". I remember a graduation where, while feeling sad, still felt like a relief knowing I don't need to try (??) anymore. Man, what the hell is wrong with my head. Miko is like a safe place and despite being emotionally invested in her more than in any other vtuber, it gives me this "this is how it should be, watching someone for fun, enjoyment, warm" feeling. Thanks for reading and have a good guy.