We're simply too poor for holidays.

Normalniggers bullied me my whole life
all throughout school and upt to now I'm constantly sidelined by them
I don't get them
What the fuck did I do, all because I have autism and because I don't fit in normalnigger society
Everywhere I go these scumbags are around
What the fuck did i do?
It's suffocating, I hate myself, I'm a burden constantly having health issues both mental and physical and everyone secretly hates me
I'm too fucking weak to do anything, I'm a low iq spineless autistic spergy retard
I JUST WANT SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME AND CARES ABOUT HOW I FUCKING FEEL