>>530244525
It's never too late to start if you want to try, wish I could help you get started better but this little rundown will have to do
Discord might honestly be your best bet as hysterical as that sounds, there's tons of servers and you might luck out and find a decent one
F-List is kinda hit-or-miss but it does have a kink system where you fill out your kinks and can compare them with other people to see how compatible you are and whatnot
AniRoleplay is a den of degenerates in all but name, but it is sadly also full of schizos, and the christian owners hate lewd imagery
Wylderun used to go by different names and basically everything was allowed, but now they're schizo about characters that even remotely look young, let alone are young, so yeah not the calmest place, but it IS specifically made for lewding so there's that... and it's also ran by furries
And, y'know, don't push yourself, type at your own pace and stuff
>>530244692
I've always found comfort in RPing as Chara and sometimes Frisk or the Vessel, Ralsei, basically just cute characters