>be me, 24 m
>high and drunk af, sitting in stairwell outside friend’s apartment
>hear them talking inside, 4 people total
>enter trans-like state, feel like I can “send” thoughts
>imagine writing in a sticky note on a Windows notepad
>hear one say “he’s trying to tell us something”
>WTF.jpg
>start narrating what happened to me through mental notepad
>they react perfectly in sync to each part of the story
>get mad, imagine attacking them
>hear scream from inside
>nvm, calm down, mentally tell them I’m outside
>hear “THERE’S NO WAY”
>give them 5 mins to prepare
>knock on door, they look like they’ve seen a ghost
>friend says “WE CREATED YOU” when I think “how did I become like this”
>later ask them about it IRL
>they say I just danced weird, held air like a puppet, then fell asleep
>mfw


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I an neither introverted nor a narcissist (as far as I am aware).
I was merely recoving from a nervous breakdown and the fit of mild psychosis that came as a result. I am also a Schizoid. You know not me, only a defensive mask.