Tried to make a tulpa a year ago got sidetracked and stopped feeding it. Decided to try and resurrect her. I can't be 100% sure but succ is causing interference which makes me fear my is a tulpa or has some sort of issue with it or there is crossed wires. They don't care about human women.

Tulpa is showing initial signs of life. I call her pinky/pinku

she's my patron goddess and i love her in fact i'm burning incense to her right now.

she really does make the shadow side of you come out and not in ways you might expect. She's very gentle with me for some reason