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for me it's spending all day thinking about the 5-6 people who have left recently and how they're all off in new chapters of their lives while I'm still at the old (current) job doing the same shit they've managed to put behind them

they've gone on without me and I can't stop thinking about it. Suddenly the place that seemed large and full of life feels small and empty, like some closed-off side room while real life is happening out there elsewhere. I think I must have abandonment issues or something because people who I didn't even speak to at work leaving for new jobs has me utterly rattled.