>>40173843
oh. i dropped out of society during covid and posted up at horse rescue that my eccentric cougar lioness found for me, cause she asked me what i where i saw myself and i said "idk i see myself with a horse." cause thats what i invisioned when she said that, a horse popped into my head.

so she surrendered me to a barn inspector/animal control officer who was a professional horse woman and runs a non profit horse rescue. and she had brain surgery/tumor done right when i got there.
so i stayed with her, and did all the chores and she'd cook for me and was a good horse teacher and a grandmotherly figure (my horse mother) and we saved alot of horses over some years, and we parted ways jan 1 2025.
and for some months i focused on getting my shit straightened out and together and taking care of myself, cause i was so used to living at a horse rescue for some years 7 days a week.
i needed my time.

now i volunteer to help another elderly woman who like 5' tall and 100lbs and she has 5 horses and and a full time job too.
so i help her with her horses now in exchange for more horsemanship training, and riding lesson and equine therapy.

im an autistic person. and i'm passionate about helping horses because i think they are a very noble power majestic animal that has been with humanity through all history and they are like a spartan soldier mixed with a northwest vegan hippie. and i love them
even though horses dont love me cause horses dont exist in the same mental space humans do at all.
theyre very interesting animals.
but i love some of the lifestyle that can go with it.
nothing like hanging out with a horse and going for a ride, or just chilling and bonding with a hrose friend knowing there is a strong vegan soldier that is always there patiently and silently waiting for me.

theyre fucking BASED