>>34061390
I dont like people but sometimes complete isolation drives me insane. Cute 'veri

also this >>34061396 The thing is once youve spent a lot of time, or gone through major lifechanging events in a short timeframe without people at your side (either celebrating or lamenting by yourself only), it becomes really hecking hard to go back to "connection mode", its kinda like allowing vulnerability and trust around other people. Why would you, if that didnt happen when it mattered most? so its like "meh whatever" until you start doubting reality and becoming mental due to isolation, you reach out and the cycle repeats over and over and over and over and over... either until death or until you get extremely lucky and someone breaks through your shell (again, why the hell would that happen right)

Today big things changed for me. The following 6 months will be full of new and alien challenges.
I really don't know how to feel about it but i came so far so whatever.