Feel downright ridiculous posting on here but am a mushy hearted desperate loser

20, ftm femboy from the us

Looking for men i love men men are awesome yay men, just want someone who will love as deeply as i do
Pls be my age or older…!
I like obsessive types that are sweet yay

Like videogames, anime, horror, retro software and hardware, the sort. Am a neet dont be mean about it or ill cry or something idk lol
Am real life autistic diagnosed not larping so if i behave retardedly thats why sorry

Not looking for people looking to take advantage of me or whatever, its not fun im not into it. Also obviously not looking for like, transphobes or racist etc. Or downright gooners. I wanna meet and make real connections…!
Ive never done one of these but i feel so alone ill prob go insane and die or something
My desperation outweighs my nervousness around posting here :,)

Gay wumpus app username is hamburgahluvr