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The way I look at it, I was already old. Now I am just the abomination of the undead that modern medicine has wrought on the natural human lifespan.

This morning gaygen was talking about the way captivity triples the lifespan of wild animals and it just made me shake my head. I feel our culture has greatly over-promoted the fear of death. Which, personally speaking, I remain unable to distinguish from the despair of ending my ego. Its my universe and I am not eager to give it up without spite. I still have vendettas to settle.