I feel a bit sleepy but dont feel like sleeping. Perhaps I will nap in a bit after some time in the tub. Ive been so preoccupied babbling here, admittedly intentionally, that I still didnt watch the Kevin Lee Jacobs video I mentioned. Perhaps now would be a good time, to keep me awake.

I really like him. He is unintentionally very traditonal and my idea of the best gay. Hes probably the only guy I would ever consider marriage with. But he is taken of course, married for 27 years to a somewhat older man, and he is way out of my league.

Must watch now, so sleepy.