>>40483151
I mean, I just don't get what your point is.
If I'm spending my whole life crossdressing, it's not really a cross anymore. So what am I passing? I look like myself and not someone else. I care about being treated well, not whatever name or pronoun ppl ise for me. I mostly stopped boymoding because I got more bad treatment as a man than as a woman and it fely stupid to keep trying to be male for the sake of vanity (i wasnt fooling anyone).
Unless you just literally want me to die there's not some magical path for me to be a totally normal person that makes people comfortable. I dont want to die.

what can one even actively do with their time to improve passing. aside from voice training