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You are right
Bea was my first RP character ever. It was my most authentic roleplay before I knew what I was doing. I was just having fun interacting with everyone like I was really immersed. No strings, no expectations, just being there.
But now the magic is kinda lost. I love Cyd don't get me wrong but I obviously don't RP him like I RP'd Bea.

I guess the truth is I didn't leave because of drama fags entirely though that is part of it. Because yeah WRA has that in spades. I was tired of feeling weird not playing a cool male character. I was tired of feeling left out and like an outcast in all the communities and groups and couples RPing together. What did they have that I did not? I went to WRA so I didn't have to see the things that made me feel like I don't fit in. Server events made me feel so awful inside because I just couldn't feel like I belong there. I couldn't shake the feeling that "this is for somebody else".

Cyd was invented, Bea was born and developed naturally. You're right about that. By moving to WRA-H I pretty much killed off everything I learned and built with Bea. But I really do like being a Dracthyr guy, so I just don't know what to do.