>used to roleplay with this one chick on minecraft
>she was either a sophomore or junior, meanwhile i must have been 11-13
>first time she asked my age, automatically say “im a freshman”
>she would always try to advise me on the highschool experience i wasnt even a part of yet, tell me shitty puns to jokingly piss me off; basically an “older sister” figure to me
>at some point i just stopped logging in, probably for some arbitrary reason like boredom
>after some time i log back on, and our shared acquaintance told me about how she was crushing on me
>get too bummed out to rp or log on for a while
at the time i was depressed that i missed my chance to score a sweet age gap gf but now that im not a lobotomized kid anymore i just miss her company. it really eats away at me that i never came clean, AND that she probably believes i ditched her. even if she still cares, which i doubt. i still have our mutual friend added on steam, but im honestly too psyched out to ask if him about how things went after our awkward falling-out. it was over a decade ago. i think finding out that she has an actual life and doesnt care about shit like that anymore or completely forgot about me or something like >>714005974 would be worse than not knowing.

I want to write a Madoka X Deltarune fanfic where all the magical girl stuff is replaced with Dark Worlds