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I love you too mao!!!!
I love you for everything you are and everything you're becoming. I'll support you in everything that comes your way

You really gave it your all today, Mao.Even though you were feeling unwell, you still spent some time with us, and that means a lot. You're stronger than you think, and I know that sometimes things try to bring us down, but whenever you're struggling, a nezumichi shoulder will always be there for you. We are here for you at any time, in any place, and even willing to do the impossible if it's for you.
So please take care of yourself, and don’t be too hard on yourself. If you ever stop believing in yourself, I’ll believe in you twice as much.

>be me
>spend the whole day thinking about mao to try and make things feel lighter
>scroll through mao posts hoping to drag my serotonin out of its grave
>see several mao drawings today and feel a little more alive
>save everything mao draws like it is a sacred treasure
>start to believe my day improves just because mao exists in it
>see mao latest post and fall into quiet reflection
>realize mao inspires me to keep going even when I want to give up
>feel something stronger than love growing when I think about mao
>grab my pillow and start giving it gentle pat pats while imagining mao
>look down and see I have an erection from thinking about mao and let my instincts take over
>after everything I feel like mao is part of my life now
>decide my final goal is to make mao happy no matter what
>smile with a tear running down my face thinking tomorrow might be better
>for me and for mao

night nezuanons and night Mao i love so much