>>11305116
I am very absent most of the time but I do enjoy illustrating the stories and ideas that pop out from here I too have a strong craving for more audio works now
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>>11289481
As two pointed out I am indeed m3galithic I apologize I don't communicate and I don't know if 4chan is the place to talk about it but long story short I have the kind of mentalhealthgay where I think I'm not ready to commit to the account and stuff until I accomplish 10/10 masterpieces which will never happen cause it will be compared to an artist that is better than me so I have been learning to love my 7 and 8/10s without sacrificing self reflection and improvement. On top of it all I do have many fetishes and this one my go to but it is the hardest to draw right. I nuked the account cause I felt I needed a bit of a reset and not bother with it until I found out how I wanted to draw and find a process I liked cause I needed to ditch using 3d models to draw over as they were becoming cumbersome and limiting to use. While I don't necessarily hate the old art apart from the early years stuff it just feels too alien compared to my current work.

Sorry if it comes off as obsessive but if I'm going to get high on my own supply it better be drawn well at least.