I don’t believe in God, my simple reasoning is because I was a good Christian yet My ex girlfriend of 5 years (dated since we were 17) unironically cheated on me with a lightskin bbc model. Happens in your country? She was a really hot hapa btw who now has like 150k instagram and is a model

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GsVaaCZuOlg

You must watch this, use it as motivation