i feel i have learned the most spiritually moral way to live life
i am an autistic biological male and i believe that a lot of evil in this world comes from the desire for women and to reproduce.
so i have chemically castrated myself so i no longer feel any desire for these worldly desires.
additionally a lot of pain felt in this world is felt by women who suffer from the desires of males other than me overtaken by their base instincts. after a while on this medication these men seem to view me as an alternative target. by acting as an outlet to these men I have suffered worse so when they select me as a target I can tank the trauma that could cripple someone with a weaker soul than myself