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>I can always be more friendly, hard working, and presentable I guess.

Then you should absolutely do this. If there's room for improvement and it's within your ability you only stand to gain from doing it.

> can't fit in with normies because it is literally alien to me.

Same, but you'd be surprised to learn some normies are receptive to non-normie stuff. Henry Cavill is a turbochad big dick gigastar and he's also a massive nerd who loves Warhammer40k. You should find something to bridge the gap, again sportsball is prime material, and you can slowly introduce some stuff of your own. I assumed all my coworkers were normies with appliance-tier cars but when I told them I'm into offroading one of the guys piped up and we started talking about his modded '99 4Runner, talking about tires and exploding differentials.

Giving up and becoming a hobo shouldn't even be in your mind at age 32, you're still very young.

t. unc ass 35 year old