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By your own admission you are extremely sensitive to any sort of critical or judgemental reaction from women. Yet you refuse to engage with the idea that anything that happened in the ~18 years or so you were under the care of the primary object (your mother, a woman who would doubtless have had occasion to criticise or judge you in certain circumstances within that period) has had any bearing whatsoever on your persistent, debilitiating and severe fear of criticism and judgement from women. Instead instantly dismissing this idea (before it was even broached, I might add) as armchair psychology.

The answers you seek are in the work you are avoiding. That's as much as I need to say at this time.