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>ive felt like a real person with how much ive improved, going to the gym regularly, not being online obsessively all the time and hanging out with ponyfag friends
Anyone that has interacted with Searing as recent as present day knows none of these things are true, specially the not being online obsessively. Half of the posts of this thread at this point are him self fagging obsessively trying to downplay what a psycho he is. He is just trying to manipulate everyone again because it's what he does.

The squirrel thing is just a side product of what he verbatim calls his
>philosophy of hate
which on top of sounding retarded and edgy, he admits to living life as hateful and petty as possible, there's more stuff to dig up in desuarchive about that if you care to.

And btw his idea of having friends is somewhere between
>they didn't immediately block me when I passed them porn unprompted so I can pass them more at a future date
and
>tool that is useful to me in whatever hate fueled crusade I happen to be engaged in at a given time
so take even that with a grain of salt.