I also like SRS but it's more because there's no refunds and the idea that I'm fucking a confused straight guy who too his fetish way too far and now he has no choice but to overcome her disgust reflex from being naked with a naked man (me) on top of her. noticing her struggle to control her remaining straight male fight or flight reflex, knowing that once I'm inside, her fight or flight will instinctively melt away, training her to live vicariously through me so she can get herself aroused from self-inserting while I literally insert myself into her vagina, yes I think there is nothing better, this is what I need. see it's not that she has failed as a male, it's that it's irrelevant now, she can't be a male ever again no matter how much she may wish to be. so she might as well let me train her to make the best of it and enjoy living in a woman's body.