How many times have you made this thread anon?

I did. I spent six years as her online long-distance bf. Yes, she was real. We exchanged nudes. Lots of them.
We played Toontown back when it was still online. We moved on to other games when it shut down in 2013.
I taught her how to play Pokemon and she had the time of her life. We also watched a lot of movies together.
Then in 2018 she breaks it off with me very suddenly. I had a breakdown and blamed myself for not doing enough. I can only assume she got a boyfriend in real life and I just couldn't compete. I stopped talking to her.
I miraculously ran into her again online in 2021, and I thought enough time has passed that we could just be friends. But she wouldn't stop talking about her boyfriend so I just ghosted her and haven't spoken to her since.

I have not had anyone else since, and not for lack of trying. I have zero game in person due to me being autistic, and online is filled with more G.I.R.L.s and trannies than ever before. My best years are now behind me and I have nothing to offer anymore.

tl;dr >>713599693