Now I dont know the full lore only hearsay and pieces, but afaik Betty tried to swallow a bunch of pills to khs because someone leaked her onlyfans content. Sounds familiar, I feel like I just tried to swallow a bunch of pills and kms recently too.

So it was her dumb decision to try to overdose, but it was someone else's decision to leak her onlyfans. That person was a bad person for trying to make you feel bad enough that you kys. The intention was in their heart, not to do good or make you feel happy and wanted in the world. Their intention was to make you feel the complete opposite. For this they are responsible.

Whoever your ex-boyfriend (im guessing) was that was so shitty to you he caused you to disfigure and scar yourself so badly. Somehow he has convinced you, or you have convinced yourself through trauma and coping that he was not in any way responsible for you marking yourself up like that. I'm sorry Betty ilu but the truth is he was. Whoever that person was that made you feel that way they are responsible for their actions. It was your decision to hurt yourself instead of hurting someone else. They made the decision to hurt you.