https://youtu.be/7p2Zfkx3C8Y?si=mHbTMeVOcoBPBFIE

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I am too asstistic to make the big Z's form the shape of a bigger Z
You will just have to imagine the Bigger Z, made from little Z's building bigger Z building blocks, forming a bigger Z
(Sadly I have to add a PutinLet warning label here).

I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My body is curled in a U-shape
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it's time I saw the world
I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And I'm so tired that I gotta go

What am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you, tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care, and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do, and I don't know why

I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go

Oh, where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through?
Tell me I'm a part of history, tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care, and I gotta go

I'm still too tired to care, and I gotta go
Yeah, yeah, yeah