>>510500830
>Makes you inevitably crazy and violent after years of use
This is true and I don't think it even takes that long. My coke binge was an oz. spread over around 3 months. During that time I threw a guy into a drain after I convinced myself he was some kind of pervert (he probably wasn't idfk) and told a real estate agent I'd throw the seller (who was standing right there next to her) through their ranch slider if they didn't stop fucking with me.
Dawned on me that coke is why south america is such a violent, fucked up place. It's so easy to let your emotions run amok and the intrusive thoughts start becoming real impulses.
I won't be hurrying to track down any more of the shit. It'd be nice have some put aside for special occasions, but I don't have the willpower for that.