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You are being hit with propaganda and are conditioned to have a self-defeating mindset. The bad news is, it's somewhat effective, but the good news is it was not successful. You making this thread is proof you're not defeated yet since you question your actions (and other anons).
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>addiction
You are becoming what you eat. Like most taboo's, interracial sex is taboo as well. Indulging in taboos can be rewarding, but do so too much, you will be in a situation where you are forcibly reminded why it is taboo, and will feel remorse. You are "here" and here is where you can decide to:
numb/distract the pain unhealthily
utilize healthier alternative
double down and wallow in your own created hell
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No, as a black man, I am not infuriated by the turbo autistic attention to skin color. I remember when /gif/ first started popping up the WMXF/ BWC threads. Was like "lol fucking discords fags at it again" and would go into the threads, jerk off, save whatever webms I liked, then left? Do I feel like I betrayed my race? No. Answer wasn't always no to be honest. But somewhat like you (I didn't make a thread to cry about it like you) I questioned. With enough intuition, I realized this BBC vs BWC is just more skin color divide and conquer.
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Bottom line, if you are the type to "insert yourself" into the porn you're watching, and are susceptible to propaganda, then maybe watching porn that is purposely emasculates you, an WANTS you to feel inferior, is not the best. It's okay to have prefectures. Go ahead an fuck some black pussy, white pussy, spanish pussy, hell go get all the pussy. Just don't do so in a manner that puts other men down. Cause for every loyal black women, or asian women swearing loyalty to their race, there are thousands of whores fucking every color of the rainbow. Hopefully this helps you pull your head out of your ass. You're not a tiny rice dick yellow boy bro. Don't let the discord/ /pol/ fags get you