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They've known each other for years and never linked up, why now? Why is it when I'm mustering up the courage to take that final step and ask if Saran would be interested in being close friends that they suddenly develop so much affection for one another? It has to be the universe orchestrating a cruel punishment. It's bad enough that Saran fantaed off femlala so I can't admire her from afar, but the person who robbed me of it also happens to be my archnemesis in love. I feel cheated, like someone noticed my blossoming affection, and all of a sudden it was snatched away from me. First it was Rekka, and I schizoed them out of frustration only to feel empty and pathetic, Saran would never approve of someone who stooped that low, but now? I wish I grew the tough skin needed to carry on and ensure that she would be mine, no matter the cost.