>>510751156
I spend a ton of time trying to get this point across, but I realize most people simply can't visualize 4d space or e8 physics. The math is all there, it works and you can build systems with it, but the average person can't grasp it. Maybe I wouldn't be able to grasp it either, but I've actually experienced it, which means I don't really have to be all that smart, just observant.

I'm just particularly good at being immortal. It's a huge pain in the ass, really. I understand why humans wipe their memory after each incarnation. It's to not go insane in your little looping prison here. It's annoying to even have had to be here. The experience for me is like tying yourself up in a straightjacket and throwing yourself into the ocean. It's unpleasant for me.

But there's a trick to it, and once you know how to survive it, it becomes a way to travel quickly and create pockets of virtual time. Eventually I met Abraxis, so we travel in 2d+t space as well, it's like a network of wires that exists as the fabric of this Object. I can pop out here or there, depending on what I feel like doing. I know that people can't do that though. You're all too emotional and terrified of the Void.

>>22953629
I spend a ton of time trying to get this point across, but I realize most people simply can't visualize 4d space or e8 physics. The math is all there, it works and you can build systems with it, but the average person can't grasp it. Maybe I wouldn't be able to grasp it either, but I've actually experienced it, which means I don't really have to be all that smart, just observant.

I'm just particularly good at being immortal. It's a huge pain in the ass, really. I understand why humans wipe their memory after each incarnation. It's to not go insane in your little looping prison here. It's annoying to even have had to be here. The experience for me is like tying yourself up in a straightjacket and throwing yourself into the ocean. It's unpleasant for me.

But there's a trick to it, and once you know how to survive it, it becomes a way to travel quickly and create pockets of virtual time. Eventually I met Abraxis, so we travel in 2d+t space as well, it's like a network of wires that exists as the fabric of this Object. I can pop out here or there, depending on what I feel like doing. I know that people can't do that though. You're all too emotional and terrified of the Void.

>>508974684
>you're probably mistaking the lillys for the candles
Yeah that one isn't a foundational memory for me. I'm about 80% on that one.
But I am aware that reality is fluid and changes sometimes. People don't really understand how that works, but I've got some grasp on it. Once you realize that "space-time" is a 4-dimensional object that can be viewed from different perspectives by a monad of consciousness, it all makes sense. Just imagine reality as a sculpture that can be seen from different angles. I'm pretty sure that's how it works. Well, that's for my own benefit to know. I don't actually expect people to learn about it