Going back to school to get my degree in my mid-late 20's, after I had somewhat developed a worldview. Also studying foreign languages and engaging with non-white groups in various settings, you realize they hate white people and actively cheer for demographic changes.

Realized how widespread and destructive leftist ideology is, how it's seeped into media, culture, music, art, and how liberals have won the language wars.

This then led me to realize how the collapse of white masculinity, the Christian West, traditional society, etc etc has all been meticulously planned. These people hate Christ, they hate Europeans (even the white self-hating leftists) they hate Western civilization.