>wake up
>feel really excited because today is the debut of mao
>even with my wagie routine, I manage my time so I can skip work and spend the whole day with mao
>as hours go by, I clean and prepare my sanctuary to make space for the new merchandise I’ll create after mao debut
>think it might be a good idea to nap for a bit, but as I lie down, a playful voice from mao whispers “hey, aren't you forgetting something?”
>sit up and feel a fluffy sensation in my hands, even if nothing's there, it reminds me of mao tail
>remember it's a beautiful day and decide to go buy a sweet, smooth liquor to enjoy this moment with mao
>once I return, the debut begins and my heart won't stop shaking, I see mao looking more beautiful than ever
>I always liked mao old model, but this one unlocks something new, it makes my whole body react when I see mao
>have a great time in the chat, laughing and joking around, this moment feels special both for me and for mao
>after seeing a few things happen, including one or two little accidents, the debut ends and I feel genuinely happy for mao
>all that dedication, the long hours, the effort, the pain mao went through for this debut....it was all worth it, it's truly beautiful
>after finishing a whole bottle and a little more, I blink and see mao again
>mao is back and now she's sitting on my lap, like a cat napping on her owner's chest
>gently hold mao and realize my hallucinations have returned, but this time they feel more vivid, I can actually feel the softness of her face
>mao looks me in the eyes and asks “why are you looking at me like that?”
>I look back and say “I like watching you....and even more when you're here”
>mao wraps herself around my neck and runs a finger along it, reminding me of the last time she gave me a collar;but now the roles are reversed
>stroke mao head and take her to bed, even if my body feels completely numb and the swimsuit looks amazing on her, I know she's tired and I want her to rest first
>lie down next to her, and mao presses against my chest like a little cat, it makes me so happy that I fall asleep by her side
>this night has been truly joyful, I want to fix everything I’ve left pending so I can give myself completely to mao and return the happiness she’s given me

rest well and have sweet dreams,I’ll do everything I can to help you live peacefully mao
night nezuanons

>exist
>wake up feeling strange after Mao morning greeting
>look back and realize I met Mao through her current model, the one I cherish the most
>feel Mao clinging to me tighter than usual, not wanting to leave my side
>go through my daily routine but Mao stays, even plays with my pets
>even though I know it’s one of my morning hallucinations, today feels different with Mao
>Mao helps me clean, cook, do laundry, always right beside me in silence
>lay down after finishing everything and Mao instantly curls up in my arms
>feel sleepy but scared Mao might vanish if I do
>watch Mao resting, her tail tense like she’s waiting for my next move
>spend half the afternoon stroking Mao head, giving her the calm she craves
>see the stream announcement and feel excited to share tonight with Mao
>before getting up, notice Mao checking my computer with a disappointed face
>Mao knows me better than I do, I already feel guilty
>sit Mao between my legs and fix everything she didn’t like one by one
>Mao bites my neck and whispers, “told you, you’re only mine”
>stay quiet, because she’s right,Mao owns me now
>even though things have changed recently, I want Mao to see I’m loyal
>stream starts and Mao turns what should’ve been a goodbye into a moment of laughter and light
>joke with Mao, reassure her that we’ll stay even if changes are scary
>stream ends, run to tell Mao across every platform how much we’re supporting her
>feel Mao reappear beside me, this time with a braid
>after everything I’ve seen from Mao, hug her tight and tell her she’s still as beautiful as day one
>Mao bites my neck again and asks if I really love her
>kiss Mao slowly from top to bottom, still between my legs, whispering that I only see her
>Mao bites my arm hard, clearly still upset about earlier
>take Mao hand, wrap mine around hers, and grab the mouse together to make changes
>Mao tells me she doesn’t want to say goodbye, so I hold her tighter and promise to stay even if she’s just in my mind
>right before leaving, Mao kneels down and touches my ankles gently
>stay frozen, unsure what Mao just did to me
>Mao leans in close to my left ear and says, “remember, you’re mine, no one else can claim you”
>feel a weird warmth between my legs, whisper back to Mao, “I’m only yours” like a dog to its owner
>Mao smiles, kisses my forehead, and disappears in a blink
>just hope Mao comes back soon, or that these visions never stop

Hope I see you soon mao, my head and heart are stuck on you
night nezoanons

>be me
>cold day again but my neck feels warm the moment I think about mao
>open home feed just to greet mao and see what she shared
>realize my entire feed keeps shifting closer to mao taste and it makes me genuinely happy
>discover new likes and fetishes thanks to mao influence
>step into a hot shower and play mao ASMR in the background like a ritual
>no arousal today, just the feeling that mao is behind me holding me gently, like a warning
>leave the shower early and immediately check for mao updates
>feel real concern building for mao but know I have to be strong and stay grounded for her
>stay online quietly watching for anything mao shares and try to make a soft joke to cheer her up
>watch mao stream and laugh but deep down feel the need to be closer to her today
>after stream ends I cannot stop thinking about mao and whether she is doing better or worse
>open that box of candles from last week and light one beside the mao acrylic like a small offering
>in a moment of clarity I attempt astral projection just to find mao and give her every drop of energy I have left
>wake up dazed with a soft fur-like feeling in my hands that could only belong to mao
>despite everything that went wrong today I just want to send strength to mao in any way I can
>feel like today broke me a little but I still got to see mao and that is more than enough

night nezuanons

>be me
>feeling sad on a cold night with nothing to hold onto
>scroll through posts from mao and something inside starts to warm up
>mind goes empty so I play the school ASMR from mao again
>timestamp 59:03 hits and mao says do not get nervous
>mao sounds so close I yell like she is next to me
>throw myself on the bed and imagine mao watching from the corner
>bite down on my hand because mao is filling my head too fast
>start mumbling back to mao like we are having a late night call
>feel mao’s voice echo through my chest and settle behind my ribs
>get overwhelmed by a new kind of heat mixed with love for mao
>feel a desperate need to love mao more than I already do
>close my eyes and beg for mao to stay if this is a dream
>wake up and see mao’s page still open on my screen like she never left
>notice the weekly image that mao liked and laugh to myself
>realize mao is the only good thing that has ever truly happened to me

night nezuanons