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>Unfortunately, I've been born with a broken brain
That is most unfortunate, but ultimately a simple reality of life
>and I cannot receive proper medication for it where I presently am, so I have to substitute.
I'm not gonna pretend to know your situation nor am i gonna say weather or not you can preserve or if it's the right thing to do but anon i know that you know your situation, so if deep down you know there's another, better way the please take it. I think it would be most unfortunate if you ended up ruining your life or causing your own suffering