>>40463196
I thought about that, and for a while I thought it might be the case. but I don’t think so. When I see someone effeminate like that I don’t imagine the stuff you said. I just think about the contrast. There’s a lot of beauty in contrasts. It’s why I liked all kinds of girls too; tall, skinny, short, chubby, white, black, Asian, etc. It’s less to do with emasculation and more to do with the fact that the person and I are just… different? Even that reason seems so bare bones and not solid. It doesn’t feel right to me.