Misaki, I'm a 22 year old man with low self esteem and other mental health issues that are possibly undiagnosed. I have zero clue what I want to do with my life, no ambitions, no goals, no kind of strive for anything anymore. I'm tired, I hate living, I don't care about what happens to me or the world I exist in. Life is getting harder to survive day by day. Nations are at war, people are rioting in the streets, families being torn apart. Why should I contribute to a society like this? No. I'll continue to rot in my room, play videogames and wage at my shitty wagecuck job until grow old and die in some hospital bed. There's no point in fighting a losing battle.