Everyone I love thinks I'm a psychopath who has no emotions towards them and is weary of me
The only sort of relationship I can have is with internet strangers before they get to know me irl and they also start to be weary of me


FUZK
My only semi friends I've had for years are the guys I use to play anarchy with back in 2018 but we're all grown up now and no one talks to eachother
Maybe once a year on WhatsApp to checkup on each other.

even my mom says I'm even more autistic than I used to be and says I'm like a monster

I don't know
I delete all social media this is the only place with people who semi know me who can give me their opinion on what I can do