I'm a passoid luckshit that almost exclusively dates hons. I mog all my past girlfriends, and while that boosted my ego, what boosted (and still boosts) my ego for real is knowing I could get a better looking partner than them and that they know I can.

So they do anything to stay in the relationship and I can control it emotionally and financially.

I feel a little bit dead inside but my ego shuts that down so I live my life with a little more peace. However, I'm trying to change my ways. How do I stop being such an arrogant piece of shit? It's so addictive.