>>76456024
I have a six inch+ boyfriend dick and I literally have never enjoyed sex with any girl I've been with, because it all feels lifeless and I am emotionally numb.
The happiest I've ever been was before I lost my virginity, and I feel like I was lied to about sex. I was really good at it, even had an abnormally large tongue, so I could do everything, but as good as my partners felt I just never really cared, it was a vice, and I was probably qualifiable as a sex addict.
Now I'm in my mid 20's and have no wife or children, or anything in this world to really care about long term. I've been abstinent for five years.