I never indulged myself in fiction, I spent most of my life consuming documentaries or other real life stories, this does not apply to me in the least. I always thought fiction was boring and I never spent a large amount of time consuming fiction or letting it affect me in a deep way. The only thing I fantasized about was love and relationships because I never had one. After I got one for the first time in my life, I've lost interest in it as well because it will never actually be the way I imagined it to be. That was the only thing I allowed myself to be affected by, love and relationships, and now, I don't even care about that anymore. What some anime retard said on a shitty website isn't accurate for me, and if it is to you, then you're a literal söyjak.