>>81929100
with the passage of time, ive slowly learned to stop giving a shit what other people think, especially normalshits. i started the decade as an 18 year old and now im 24. i appreciate the little things more and more, i become less and less of a materialist. i used to have a lot of dependancy issues and to an extent still do, but ive realised i like being away from my family and their harshful judgement sometimes. not even because of shame, but because its just annoying. id say in the last 2 or 3 years ive also started letting go of how uptight i am about my own opinions and just not caring whether someone agrees or disagrees anymore. still have no friends and never leave the house though, that's still the same as high school.
>How will you change in the next 5 years most likely?
hard to say, i'm too dynamic of a person. i feel like ive mellowed out in recent years, but undeniably i still do have a degree of teenage angst that i cant let go of. i still feel like its me vs the world and that nobody will truly understand me. maybe im just gonna stall here forever.