i have to get ffs before 25. been thinking of getting a second job maybe to hopefully maybe afford it. im going insane having to look at my ugly mug every fucking day. even then id prolly just look weird and proportionally fucked. i cant keep doing this. my mentality gets worse by the day but i just have to act like its ok so people dont think im crazy. sometimes it helps but theres always a voice in the back of my head laughing at me. my only option is to hide and keep my head down until i can hopefully get surgery to make me appear just a little more normal. i wanna hurt myself so bad but ive never done that and i wont unless its fatal. i cant keep doing this. i want my joke of a life to end

>>40509974
yerp
>>40510191
you look amazing, very pass. i wish i could be on yur level
>>40510330
i think you could pass very well if you werent so crazy about a lot of things
>>40510351
slowly becoming more and more alt or whatever they call that style. idk mucho about style or much about anything really. pass