>>81593338
nope, and to think that is a huge cope from MSTOW retards

women always desire chad, and not even the highest level of desperation makes them consider low value fucks like you or me, they'd prefer to be dead rather than giving up their chances of getting dicked by ten-percenters

"the wall" is a huge cope as well

>be 5'7
>23 with visceral fat dad bod already at this age, slow metabolism store fat easily
>around 200 lbs
>hairier than a silver back gorilla
>be a mutt
>for the lols I've been given 3a hair that gets easily knotted
>wide short neck so get sleep apnea sleep with a machine
>get irritated easily, fight through major mood swings. Already having my dad's personality.
>constant heart burn because why not add more onto my already fucked up misfortune genetic clusterfuck

never been able to enjoy being youthful, it was a major switch in development. One instance I was immature and untrustworthy with lack of responsibilities, next to a young middle aged man who felt that I have aged quickly. No in-between, no friends, no going out, feeling alienated my whole life to a grouchy old man that happens to be in his early 20s. Still can't get over the shitty genes that created me.