f21 this probably isn’t fucked up, but i love the idea of having a bf who is super tall and giant in comparison to be (i am 5'3 1/2) who is like 6'2+, a total submissive shy simp in bed and lets me do whatever i want to him.

i am a very introverted shy person, so to become a more dominant and sadistic version of myself in private is exciting to me. like i get to have a break from my normal personality and be someone else for a change.

whenever i see a huge gigantic man the first thing that goes through my head is "i want to fucking destroy you and see what you look like at your most vulnerable".

i think i enjoy the power swap aspect of it the most. how its expected in society for a quiet shy girl to be submissive to le big strong man. but behind closed doors that guy, who is probably twice her height and size, willingly lets her use his body like a toy.

i like to imagine that people think im the one being fucked and dominated every night by this fucking nephilim, maybe even making comments about it, but we'd both know better. that im the one in charge.

i would love to be in control of his orgasms and keeping him in chasity 24/7. edging him every day until hes sobbing and crying and cant even speak anymore. then i'd laugh at him, lock him back up in his cage and tell him "maybe next week".

i also like to imagine how they would cry and struggle. how long would it take for me to break them? would they try to hide their tears from humiliation? would they get mad at me for not letting them cum? or would they be unable to hold anything back and start sobbing?

having that much power over a giant man, keeping him on edge and never knowing when his next orgasm will be. maybe playing some mind games on him by lying about when he can cum next so he can never mentally relax. rewire his brain to make him understand that i am the only one who can give him pleasure, not anyone else, not even himself, only me.

so uhh yeah

i like edging big men until they cry i guess