I wish to revolt against the logical strictures of the Demiurge and achieve the fullness of the Pleroma. What is the best literature for leading me down the Gnostic path? I know there are the Gnostic gospels, are there any in particular that are especially good as a starting point? Is there any literature that could guide me through the initiatory aspect of Gnostic practice as would have occurred when it was a living tradition? I don't want to just learn about Gnosticism, I want to actually achieve Gnosis. What books can lead me best down the path of learning and living how the truth above reality truly is?