My dreams are haunting me.
They've gotten so uncomfortable, and worst thing is that they're not fictional. I don't know what is it that I keep thinking about and fixated on that it shows up over and over again.
Is there's really nothing positive for me to think about? Does the negative overweigh everything else this much? Usually, my good dreams are fandom and anime related while IRL is predictable horror but it's like... I'm not as invested anymore, or they're not at the forefront of my mind, so I no longer dream of them. Leaving, of course, only the worst of thoughts to manifest.